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Pavel Chichikov - who has written 48 posts on Catholic Exchange.


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The Antidote

Posted on 06 March 2008

Open the hatch inside my heart,
From there remove the painful dart
That works where I am most distressed,
Remove it from my wounded chest

To your living heart convey
The dart and lift the door away,
Place the weapon so it drip
The toxin from the point of it

It is your gift to neutralize
The poison of which sadness dies,
Then replace the dart in me,
It will not seep so morbidly

The weapon in the heart of me
Of unforgotten memory,
But keep the dart a while before
The health of you my heart restores

Not As You Are

Posted on 08 February 2008

What regret can you have? I have given you life -
Take the sharp end from a thorn and the edge from the knife,
The ache from the leg and the back, and never old age,
And from the enjoyment of sin remove…

The Flesh of Earth…

Posted on 31 January 2008

The flesh of Earth was sick today
And did not rise from sleep,
Summer forests drained to gray,
The oceans black and deep

Sleepers did not wake from dreams
Nor flowerings unfold,
Desiccated lay the streams,
Blood and flesh were cold

Who will raise my corpse to life
And…

Morning Snow

Posted on 27 December 2007

Wash your hands in morning snow
Before the scars of earth have scored
The skin of it with iron plows,
Trampled, fouled and ignored

Weightless when it falls and stark,
Soundless in enormity,
Numberless, a jeweler's work,
Intricate severity

Melted in the human hand
A phase transition makes it…

Release

Posted on 27 July 2007

She was looking for something to save her from death
Or at least to put obstacles under his feet,
Keep him from rising to conquer her breath,
Smother her heartbeat, the merciless thief

Perhaps if she filled up the room with…

To Cover the Wounds

Posted on 16 June 2007

Within the old fort, in the woods overgrown
Near the mound where they buried the magazine
To store their cruel iron a thicket grows —
A young doe naps in the afternoon

Behind the green leaves her rough bed hides
And…

Who Made You for the Dark?

Posted on 09 June 2007

Darkling beetle, black and shining jewel,
What jeweler could have formed you, with what tool?
What burr or jig or pliers set your shape,
On what suspended rod your armor draped,
On which round mold your head and thorax bent,…

She Grips Me Tightly

Posted on 01 June 2007

The one who falls, is falling reaches for me,
The weakened hand grips tightly as it can,
That which pulls her backwards grips her firmly,
Down into the blackness of the wound

Desiccated blood, not salt, it does not weep —…

A Crime of Blood

Posted on 25 May 2007

I thought about the city precinct house
Where fierce corrupt detectives in white shirts
And ties enforced the scared obedience Of those who lived around them in apartments

Prisoners were beaten on the street
Before they even entered to be booked,
And if…

Book Review: Good News, Bad News

Posted on 18 May 2007

What do I know about conversion? Twenty years ago I walked into the Jesuit dining room at Georgetown University and accosted a startled priest, Fr. Dave Wessels, with the announcement that I wanted to talk about Catholicism. I'd been involved…

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