It's Friday night, after they have hastily entombed the body.
John brings Mary back to the house. He puts her downstairs in a sleeping room, and climbs the ladder to the Upper Room.
Peter is sitting on the floor against the wall. John tells him what happened. Peter curls into fetal position on the floor and sobs.
John looks up to see Mary climbing unsteadily into the room. Peter's cries have roused her.
Mary, consoling Peter, sits with him on the floor, wiping tears from his beard and staunching his running nose. She sops his sweat with her mantle, and he sees blood on it. He bursts into a fresh paroxysm of tears. She hugs his head to her, rocking him. Petting his head, reminding him to strengthen his brothers.
He is ashamed that she is nursing his weakness as she only recently nursed her son's strength, but it is without bitterness that he climbs to his feet and, with her encouragement, begins to welcome each of the disciples as they trickle furtively back into the Upper Room, each as ashamed as Peter at their betrayal.
It is the Sabbath.
Like criminals, stealthily, they have returned to the place they were last together. Peter seats them at the table. He breaks the bread and blesses the wine, serving each. They choke it down, remembering.
Peter has John tell what happened.
He tells them how Mary is their mother now. They must care for her.
The others relate what they heard during the night. Plans to hunt down and kill the disciples. Earthquake damage reports. Rumors about Judas' suicide. Anger and disbelief over what he did. Incomprehension. In fury, they cry.
Peter tells them to sleep, and they curl up on the floor, miserable but together.
All day, the Sabbath, they sleep, eat when they can, pray quietly, and make Mary comfortable. Everyone is very quiet for fear someone will come and drag them away to be crucified.
Each disciple glances at Mary, now their special charge, who, looking dazed, spends much time holding John's hand. She is very quiet. At mid-day, she puts a veil over her face. An occasional caught breath is the only indication of her emotion.
James travels covertly through the city and brings other women to the upstairs chamber to sit with her. They try to get her to eat.
The women plan a proper burial. Too hasty, last night. The men quietly slip into the streets to obtain supplies. They cannot travel far. Several friends provide the hundred pounds of herbs, ointments, and spices. The women will stay overnight.
Peter doesn't want to go. There is a guard detail at the tomb, he's heard. They'll arrest him the moment they see him. No one will bother an old lady and her companions as they embalm a dead body, but him! He fights the urge to run.
The day creeps into evening, and the pit in Peter's stomach grows heavier. He decides to go home. To Capernaum. At least he can still fish, even if the townspeople laugh at him for his itinerant preaching days.
In the morning. He'll go in the morning.
A distant roar wakes John. It's a heavy noise which reverberates like a living sound over the sleeping city. He gets up and tiptoes past the somnolent disciples to waken the women. It is still dark, but the sun will be up and the Sabbath over by the time they are ready. Each woman will carry a heavy jar of ointment. Mary will take the spices.
John opens the front door furtively, peering up the street before beckoning with his hands to the women, a silent black parade who follow him as far as the edge of the garden, where Mary insists he return home. John is almost back to the house when he is overtaken by running soldiers. They are disheveled with wild eyes. Some are missing their equipment.
John presses himself against a house, hoping to be overlooked, but the soldiers fly past as if the very gates of hell were loosed at their heels. John steals back to the Upper Room, not missed by the sleeping disciples.
The sun creeps up. Peter's been asleep. Warm. Comfortable. It's the moment between waking and remembering.
The door is flung open by a wild, round-eyed woman, yelling! The disciples are dazed. Half asleep, they tell her to calm down. Dust dances in the streams of sunlight pouring through the windows she's thrown open.
They shield their eyes, annoyed. Wondering at her impropriety.
From the ashes of anguish in Peter's heart, there leaps a bolt of ecstatic hope at her words. Oh God! Can it be?
Exchanged looks with John. This would be just like Jesus! Their eyes meet in wordless agreement. They bolt from the house, clattering down the ladder past the woman who is breathing hard, too excited to say more.
She follows Peter and John and the other apostles who are struggling into coats and straggling after them through quiet, early morning streets.
A million thoughts fly through Peter's brain — "Son of Man will rise again," is this what he meant? Oh God! Oh God! Please! Please!
John gets to the garden first and runs to Mary, who is standing, still and beautiful, a look of profound peace on her countenance. He stands with her, looking into the tomb.
Peter stumbles to them, and stops short, gasping, digging fingers into his side against the cramp. He tries to make sense of the massive boulder flung like a child's toy away from the entrance. It is fifty cubits UP the hill, lodged behind a clump of trees.
Several spears and helmets are scattered about as if abandoned in great haste.
Impulsively, unable to think, he shoulders past Mary and John and plunges into the cool darkness of the tomb.
The cave is deep, but light pours in through the entrance. Peter gives a strangled cry and falls to his knees, clutching at the burial shroud.
It is empty.






April 7th, 2007 at 12:38 am
Thank you, Father. Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Holy Spirit. Thank
you, mother Mary. Life now has meaning! He is risen!
April 7th, 2007 at 2:14 am
God loves you .
Amen, bwnasca, Amen! Thank you for your prayer for all of us.
Remember, I love you, too
Through Christ, with Christ, in Christ,
Pristinus Sapienter
(wljewell @catholicexchange.com or … yahoo.com)
April 7th, 2007 at 7:08 am
Beautiful. Real people intimately involved in something they could not possibly understand. Thanks for writing this.
April 7th, 2007 at 8:04 am
Sylvia,
That was so beautiful, so real!! I sit at my keyboard in tears.
What a wonderful visual to meditate on as we go through this day preparing for our own Joyful Easter awakening.
God Bless You.
April 7th, 2007 at 8:50 am
I'm sorry, I love this sort of a meditation. The first half reminded me of St. Ignatius of Loyola's meditation in the Spiritual Exercises on Mary during Holy Saturday. The disciples began gathering again around her as the budding Church (mater et magistra). The item on Mary's reminding Peter of Jesus' counsel to strengthen his brethren brought tears to my eyes. But when you had Mary accompany the women to the tomb, my heart went cold. Jesus told the disciples numerous times that He would rise again, but they just didn't get it. Mary, though, did. That's why she wasn't at the tomb; she knew He wouldn't be there.
April 7th, 2007 at 2:03 pm
Sylvia,
Thank you for the wonderful Easter gift! I've known this story since as long as I can remember - your version makes it feel like being there!
Happy Easter everyone! He IS risen - Alleluia!
April 7th, 2007 at 2:29 pm
Sylvia: I'd like to talk to you about writing for Canticle. Please get in touch with me if you're interested: hsaxton@christianword.com. You have a tremendous gift. God bless you!
Heidi Hess Saxton Editor, "Canticle" Magazine http://heidihesssaxton.blogspot.com
April 7th, 2007 at 3:28 pm
Wow.
April 7th, 2007 at 5:23 pm
We're going to read this out loud at the dinner table tonight.
April 8th, 2007 at 7:40 pm
Thank you, Sylvia, for this wonderful story — so alive, so real. It does almost feel as if we were there. Happy Easter! Alleluia!
April 8th, 2007 at 9:39 pm
Sylvia: The story made me feel as if I were there. I plan on sharing it with the women in my prayer groups. Thank you for a special Easter gift.
April 8th, 2007 at 9:45 pm
Sylvia,
I was overcome with the reality, and the style of your story, and fear set in as if we are still there today. Your writing also helped me to be there with them as they experienced the truth of His divine mystery.
Thank-you,
Mary Jane
April 8th, 2007 at 10:03 pm
****ATTENTION****
The last comment in my name was made by my mother (I'm 19). She isn't registered on CE and took the liberty of using my computer.
I would also like set a few things straight:
1.) I'm a guy.
2.) My name is not Mary Jane.
I will do my best to prevent this from ever happening again. Still…
April 8th, 2007 at 10:53 pm
God loves you .
What - you have a problem with being named after our dear mother, Mary, buddy?
A green knight named Mary is fine with me - though, blue knight would be more apropos -
- should we just call you EmJay from now on? :-]
And, Sylvia, a masterpiece from a lady who is doubtless one of God’s special masterpieces.
Remember, I love you, too
Through Christ, with Christ, in Christ,
Pristinus Sapienter
(wljewell @catholicexchange.com or … yahoo.com)